As much as i wish to go... I can't.
Due to one reason and one reason only.
PARENTS.
And that reason alone, concludes it all.
Sad ain't it?
I guess that its time we all know that,
Wishes never come true... For me anyways.

So I'm sorry if i had dissapoint anyone,
Which I hardly doubt i did,
Cause I'm just nothing,
But just a normal, boring human being. XD

And unless a miracle happen,
I will NEVER be able to go out with all of you again.
Sadly to say.
A couple of days ago,
I've devised of a couple of plans to trick my way through.

PLAN NUMBER 1 :
Beg and beg and maybe insert guilt.
(I got scolded for that.)

PLAN NUMBER 2:
Use a 'kambing korban' and crash her house and pretend to be there while i'm somewhere else.
(Don't have the guts to try it out. Especially after the speech my mum made that made me feel kinda guilty.)

PLAN NUMBER 3:
Cross my fingers and hope that my parents go outstation and beg my brother to fetch me there.
(They're not going outstation.)

PLAN NUMBER 4:
Get Suk Teen and Jia Yi and Yi May and a whole lot of others to beg and plead.
(I don't wanna get killed by them and my parents.)

After a lot of thought,
And all the devising of lame plans,
I gave up.

Unless a miracle (I seriously doubt it) happens,
I'll be RIGHT here. In front of the com. When all of you are out there.

Just try to remember me during that time. =(

PS. Take a picture would you. And send it to me. =) The only joy in my wonderfully dissapointing day.